March On

01/03/2026

intriguing is a word that could be used to describe today (technically yesterday its 3 am). perhaps even good if the inclination strikes my fancy

today was a major advance in the digital freedom journey as i finally dumped that bum ass discord and am now completely off any socials except xmpp. and lastfm. and matrix. its complicated. but that also means i got rid of steam and boy howdy that was a tough cattle to wrangle. watching tf2 and the rest of my games uninstall and editing my profile one last time on there actually had me second guessing for a bit, even a little heart twisting. but i already decided and a service is no match in the face of doing the right thing, no matter how great or convenient

the fun doesnt stop at the digital life too as i also got employee of the month(!!). ironic that i learned of this on the very day i hit a major anticonsuming goal. its like i cant decide if i want to be a capitalism fighter or a capitalist tool. but nah mental trickery aside im glad i was enough of a positive influence on my coworkers to where they felt it necessary to do that for me. bella if ur reading this thanks sincerely!! Good Job, Good Job!

in terms of miscellaneous news i felt my extreme distaste for cars loosen up a little bit as after work i had to drive to LA to pick up my sister and drive her home and on the way there the freeways were relatively empty (by cali standards) and i was cruising down relaxing to Autobahn by Kraftwerk. i could almost feel the car hate slipping away... til i reached the LA side streets and i remembered and it quickly retightened. oh well, was nice while it lasted. also i think the fat redistribution from hrt is kicking in? i feel like my hideous pot belly android fat is finally starting to shrink away but i dont know if its placebo. either way feels good maybe i can actually wear a crop top without fearing of looking like i was trying to wear a regular shirt but it was turned into a crop top by the belly :)